Thursday, January 31, 2008

im okay. really.

maybe is something about feeling okay that really doesn't make me feel okay at all. i guess im just used to being on my toes, and trying to make the best of the worst. but everything is perfect. i just keep telling myself its alright to feel good and be happy. its doesn't mean something bad is around the corner. sometimes i can be completely crazy and irrational. its nice to have someone that understand thats, and will sit and wait out my crazy moments and not make it feel like a burden. i think what makes that better is the fact that she has her crazy moments too. have you ever felt like you were made for someone else? i have had a good number of girls come in and out of my life, and i did everything i could to keep them happy, but what i have learned recently is that it shouldn't take any "work" to make it work. It just works. well, when you are with someone that is right for you. i just wish i had seen it earlier. i wish i hadn't wasted so much time on girls that don't deserve a second of my time. its alright though, it all comes full circle eventually. and when it does, ill just be there laughing, then ill call this perfect girl i'm with, just to tell her how much i love her.

i would give anything to kiss her face and make sure she knows how beautiful she is to me.

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