And its exactly how you would expect it to be. Over a week deep and I feel good. Its confusing, but that just how it goes. I wonder what(if anything) you want to say to me. Sometimes I just want to say fuck it and take my chances. But I won't. Ill keep my mouth shut for another day. After awhile, everything starts sounding the same. Faces start looking the same. Its either that, or I just don't pay attention. Either way, its not a big deal. This is just how I feel today, so please try and not hold it against me tomorrow. There's a good chance none of this will make sense anyway. Sorry if I just repeat myself. Ill be done soon.