I woke up feeling even more lost and alone than I was when I went to sleep. Maybe its a sign, and baby, we all know I'm a bad one. But I'm holding on to one thing these days. The feeling of your lips against mine. I just think about that electricity and how alive it made me feel. Sitting there with my hand in yours. Call me crazy, but I think one of our hearts either sped up or slowed down just so they would be beating in the same perfect time. It was one of those moments that even from the first second, you know if isnt going to last as long as you need it to, but long enough to make an imprint in your memory that will never be filled by anything else. No other thought, no other feeling, nothing. Its amazing that I can look around at this world and all 6 billion or more of its inhabitants, and know that you are one of the only constants I will have in my lifetime. I don't use the term bestfriend lightly. Nor do I use the term love in the same way. When I say no one will ever get us, I mean that. And I just chalk every question, assumtion, and judgement from everyone else up to ignorance because it's not their fault. I feel like I have made a friend for life, and I don't want anything to change that.I don't know how things are going to play out in the next couple of years, but I know that no matter what you will be there for me. I love you.